I wondered what my purpose in this world was—after all,as the saying goes, as long as you are alive, the Lord still has something He wants you to do in this world.
Back when I was younger, I would often ask myself why I was brought into this world and why my life experiences were so different from those of other children. This was especially once I started working and became provider for my family; I reached a point where I could no longer buy the things I wanted for myself because I was giving everything I had to them.
I am a shy person and a people-pleaser—the type who might talk to you online but won't say a word if we happen to be together or meet in person, because I'm extremely self-conscious about how I act. I honestly don't know why I'm like this, and I'm afraid that every move I make will be judge by others.
But everything changed when I became a mother—when I gave birth to my son. I never imagined I would have a child, but then he suddenly came into my life, and I was able to bring him into the world. After giving birth, a multitude of responsibilities followed; I faced exhaustion, stress, and various problems while navigating the postpartum period—yet I managed to overcome it all, fully embracing my role as a mother. Suddenly, everything changed! My life now revolves entirely around my child—they have become my whole life. I am filled with dreams for them, and I would do anything for their sake, no longer caring about what other people might think. As long as I can fulfill my responsibilities and provide for them—especially when it comes to taking care of them that is all that matters.
another source of strength for me right now is the child I'm carrying. I've been under a lot of stress lately because my main account on PeakD was hacked by scammers—partly due to my own foolishness. Still, no matter how much I break down or what I might try to do, there's nothing I can really do but wait for @acidyo to return so he can help me recover my account. Even so, I remain committed to pursuing my passion for writing here on Hive for my children and our future because Hive has truly been a great help to our lives. I cannot give up, no matter what happens, because I will do everything I can for them.
And now, my purpose in life is to become a strong momma to my two children. I will ensure they have a good life as they grow up: a safe home, daily meals, and someone to defend them if anyone tries to mistreat them. I will also make sure they get an education and finish their studies. I will never let them go through what I experienced in the past.
This is my first entry for LOH's contest, and I'm so grateful because I've realized my true purpose in life—and it has helped me become even stronger as a mom.
Thankyou for reading and supporting my post, I really appreciate it . Peace and Love. 🤍
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