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Shackles of my past trauma

If not because of the trauma crypto has put me through I should be selling all I have now to buy more Leo. But it’s so crazy that everything can start dumping at a whim, it’s so crazy that even if Leo is somehow absolved from a market downturn based on fundamentals, I just still have that Barrier of thought in my head that I can’t go all in and I hate it.

I hate that I’ve been marred and scarred by projects that dump even with full potentials. I hate that I know I should be doing everything I can to get more Leo but there’s that voice telling me I’m on my way to being broke.

I hate that someone with no knowledge of rugs and dumps will see this opportunity to load up on Leo and make life changing bank because they have no prior dump trauma where they lost all their money while I’m just here wishing I bought more.

I hate that my brain is stuck in a limbo between going all in and regretting. I hate that buying Leo might be the last chance to make it in this bull run. I hate to have to think the bull run has ended or ends and even good projects will start bleeding out.

I hate that I can’t see into the future. Yes it is good that leostrategy is buying up Leo, but we don’t know how this price will fear in a bear market. I hate that. My mind can’t simulate what might happen without thinking it’s hopium.

There’s only so much I have, if I loose it I might die fr but if I use it right I might even save myself more. Oh gosh save me and my brain from this trauma of loss so I can do what I should do. Trauma aside, I will buy more Leo given I have enough funds. But putting the trauma aside is the real work. God save me from my past traumas.

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  • @stdd(68)· 314d

    You should never go all-in.) Maybe life itself keeps reminding you of that every time — there’s never a 100% guaranteed outcome.

    So… will you take the risk? 😉