This is not that popular saying we hear people talk about, but to be honest, I don't know how and when we reached this last quarter of this year. The more I keep waiting for days to break for my plan to ripen, the more it is dawn at me that time to really wait for no one.
I am still expecting a lot, looking back at my declarations, and here we are discussing the last days of the year. So far, this year unleashed surprises for me, indeed a year of many happenings, the few moments I smiled, and the many moments that tested my patience to the point of sending someone to prison, like I couldn't believe such an issue would come my way, but it did, and all these and more happened this year, and still counting, police cases, court cases, my God!...and there are also moments that reminded me to simply be grateful to God for life; it's all good.
Despite the disappointments, unexpected expenses, and difficult decisions, for sure there were also beautiful moments I have been experiencing from my family, my kids, and the awesome kindness I have been receiving from loved ones that got my sis baffled, and she kept saying, "Anty, you are too lucky and have lovely people around you." Just when the going is getting tough, kindness will surface.
I really don't know how God packaged things for me, including miracle alert, that to date I am still in awe... I can't ignore all these but remain thankful to God.
Even though the year is winding up, there is no need to press myself unnecessarily to accomplish this or that , one thing is sure, I will only take life one step at a time. I am looking unto God for peaceful remaining days of the year, days filled with good health without running into Hector Skelter, and days with increased finances as I am working on something and hoping for the reward to come in December, and most importantly, I am looking forward to ending the year with my family happier and healthier.
...And very important, I am really looking forward to ending the year with much gratitude rather than complaints, and so it shall be with many surprises. Good enough, I received lots of positive words and declarations from my two spiritual mentors today , and I don't know if I should call it a coincidence, but I see God taking charge of the uncertainties for me.
I know that not everything I wanted went the way I planned it, and not all my prayers have been answered by God, but there is still time. God can decide to open my chapter in a minute, so yeah, God can be trusted; that's my strong belief.
Overall, I have learned to embrace my little lessons, adjust where necessary, and await what the next year holds for me, and yeah, I am hopeful and looking forward to a beautiful ending of this year as well.
