Everyday, worries are getting stronger. The situation of the world is unbearable. Everytime I open my phone, there's a lot of bad news and what getting me worst is the situation of the country where I am working now. Almost daily bombing from Houti rebels in Yemen targeting important infrastructure or oil companies and oil rigs. One of the daughter of my boss taking exam in the university, then the missile intercepted on air. The debris fall down nearby and the loudest sound being heard forced them to go home. No one was hurt but the traumatic scenario every time they intercepted it.
Im not afraid to die but worry for my family back home. I realized now everything is temporary and what we need to survive is our faith to God, and our relationship to all mankind. The situation of the world is now alarming.
Despite of all troubles, I calm down myself. In the morning I cried for many reason. But I won't give up, If ever the situation getting worst, I will prefer myself to stay. I want to support the needs of my beloved ones. Going home is not an option.
I keep on praying, while my employer are sleeping and only me is awake, I roam around the house from garden and to the back part of the house. I don't want to want to bother myself thinking of all those situations.
As I looked up in the sky, tears falling down in my face, I am still grateful how beautiful is the morning sunrise. It made my beautiful Sunday, a satisfying day to praise God above. Hopefully, there will be no ongoing war and peace be with us all.
Let us pray and love each other.
