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The end of an experience

CreativeMary@creativemary (76)120d

So this is the last vlog that I will do since I have received a scary diagnosis on paper last year, in august 2025. I feel that I need to focus my energy on the future and channel my creativity into beautiful activities that enrich my soul.

I am pretty sure that my vlogs will be useful for any person who will deal with cancer. I feel that I am alright and I feel blessed to have had the experience because it gave me a fast forward in many life lessons that I needed to learn. Honestly I would not change a single thing.

I will probably talk later about my experience with the official Joe Dispenza's Coherence Healing group. I know that it was pivotal in my healing journey.

I have changed a lot as a person in the last 9 months since all of my life was turned upside down. I have lost friendships but was it real if I lost it? I can count the number of good hearted people who stood by me on one hand. This type of journey found me unprepared emotionally and financially. I had a win on the spiritual side, when it comes to that I am born ready. And with God I have won in a challenge in which many lose from the get go because of the mindset.

I would say it is ideal to be alone than with the wrong crowd when you face a diagnosis on paper. The wrong individuals can really put you down or make you take bad decisions. Solitude is tough. I love alone time but let me tell you that in a new town, with nobody on my side except the owner of the place where I stay....it was something! I have discovered a new me. A more powerful version. I have rekindled my spiritual connection with God. I am telling you that no human can give me the kind of love and support that I have received from my Creator and I don't even yearn for it anymore.

Left with nobody except myself in a tough mental and spiritual challenge...I have risen stronger and wiser. I will take decisions that most people will not understand. Some might think I am crazy or reckless. I do not care about the world anymore. Who is going to be with you when everything burns into flames? It's not going to be this world that you worry about.

I have been less active as I focused my energy on writing for my book.

I might appear from time to time. I might disappear and do stuff and reappear at some time. Who knows.... I have learned to be comfortable in the unknown.

Comments · 18

  • @honeydue(79)· 19d

    Was thinking of authors I like here and realized I hadn't heard anything from you, lady, in a while. I hope you're well. <3

  • @arribaeltelon(67)· 117d

    I commend your tenacity and your frankness. I understand that you probably don't need any more words of encouragement because the strength with which you express yourself is only gained after winning a great battle.
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  • @harhike(54)· 118d

    This is touching, and a terminal diagnosis can be life-changing. If those people deserted you when you needed them the most, then they aren't friends. Please let's live freely like a bird, and enjoy every bit of life.

  • @mairimmorales(74)· 118d

    Si no lo has logrado. Lo harás. Tengo fe

  • @hivebuzz(74)· 118d

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  • @kachy2022(71)· 118d

    May God energise you and give you a calm heart through this difficult journey. I'm happy you rekindled your relationship with God.

    I wish you success with your book.

  • @sanjeevm(78)· 119d

    I had a win on the spiritual side, when it comes to that I am born ready. And with God I have won in a challenge in which many lose from the get go because of the mindset.

    The ultimate goal of human life is to attain divine touch and when that happens, we are ready to face everything. Keep up the courage, everything will be alright.

  • @gabrielatravels(79)· 119d

    You are a queen, Mary! Good luck with your book and any other plans life will have with you! Hugs!!

  • @ladiesofhive(72)· 119d


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  • @cautiva-30(74)· 119d

    You are a very brave woman, @creativemary , for facing those tough challenges, as well as the healing process with faith in God and the joy you reflect with your spiritual victory. It's a very moving reflection. Thank you so much for sharing your experiences. Blessings! !LADY !PIZZA

  • @bleujay(74)· 119d

    Greetings Dear @creativemary ,

    Lovely to hear from you.

    It is particularly meaningful to hear about your journey from the spiritual side of your experience....because what do we have without God in the mix...especially when He becomes number one in our lives. There is nothing like it!

    The unbeliever can only understand the Gospel message.

    John 3.16 For you see, God loved the world (mankind) so much, that He gave His uniquely born Son (Jesus Christ) so that anyone who believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life.

    It is faith alone in Christ alone for salvation/eternal life.

    Enjoying your own company is a huge leap in life....Just delightful to hear.

    Thank you Mary for giving us an update.....and checking on us.

    Wishing you well!

    Bleujay

  • @joanm897(67)· 120d

    You have the support of many people who love you. I'm sending you lots of love and positive energy. I hope you finish your book very soon.

  • @dana-edwards(75)· 120d

    You are very brave to make this kind of post.

  • @papilloncharity(83)· 120d

    Great to see the new changes in you milady, and please tag me when your book is finally published.

  • @ronnie10(68)· 120d

    It is really encouraging to hear that this tough experience has only made you stronger! Joe Dispenza group..? I didn't know that he had an official group. I only watch him on YouTube and other social networks.

    Have a nice week,

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