It seems like the world has only grown more chaotic. Before summer I was often saying I was embracing the chaos, constantly throwing myself into it in attempt to photograph interesting things and capturing unique moments. I think at this point I'm a bit done with the chaos though. As the world grows more and more chaotic, I feel the excitement for a sense of peace and silence. To run from the moments that feel like noise and instead take in the beauty of the natural world. Where arguably there's equal chaos when you really look into it. But yeah, I feel like I'm wanting to slow down a bit, enjoy the seasons and spend time away from the cities.
These images are from different rallies, some are shot on 35mm film, some were shot digitally. One features a Prime Minister, and the rest feature the regular people that rally together to pursue an agenda. I never shared these on Hive before, perhaps images still from those days, but not these images. I'm not sure why. I think they still have some fun to them, but perhaps I prioritised the ones that felt a bit more deeper in narrative. Looking back at them, they feel a bit like a dream. Where somehow I floated through the crowds like a ghost just observing. Where I can't even imagine how I felt in those moments. Where was I, aside from behind the camera? In this state of roaming as I searched for the emotions and connections of others. I suppose that's the fun of being a photographer sometimes. The search for something even if you in that moment are void of whatever the group is feeling or displaying. Only later, as you look back, do you search for those emotions too.
It was a fun time for sure, but like I said, I really feel the need to slow down and get into the natural world a bit more. I have always joked that I think in my older years I'll become a typical boomer photographer that runs around photographing birds all day. Sounds rather peaceful after all, doesn't it? Fresh air, beautiful views, and connecting with the real world. Maybe after a bit of a break from the chaos, I might want to jump back into it all again; but for now, that energy is long gone.
