The roses that never cease to bloom despite the endless rain.
So yeah, it's raining again... we only had like, uhm, two days of sunshine.
There are a lot of emotions going on, but I hate that I have to shelf them, 'coz well... I need to get money. Damn,feels like putting a timer on my sadness 'coz I gotta roll. Insane, but y'know money has a magical way of keeping you stable... you know what I mean, right? I know, it's not always about it,, but it sucks to be sad and broke at the same time, and I can't afford to be that miserable. So yeah, I only have to choose one, and I'd rather be sad.
Been sick for too long, my cough and runny noze just won't go away, it's a seasonal allergy i get during damp, cold and rainy days and very timely, my friend is leaving tomorrow (bawl) when it rains, it pours. It's crazy how I can just simply find the most comforting words for others, but struggle to do so for myself...crazy
My ex creeped in again, he's psycho. Thought it was just a check-in... didn't realize it was a bait. Dick.
Come and hermit with me as I navigate these multiple emotions I have been experiencing, shall we?
Unwell Matchbox Twenty
Fix You - ColdPlay
The Scientist
Had to go back and edit it to add this
Bad Day - Daniel Powter
Thanks @ablaze for being so tolerant and for letting me pollute your Three Tune Tuesday for this week
Seriously, I'm grateful to have met friends here, genuine friends I can talk to anytime...
I am going to be okay. I might be an emotional gangster today, but y'know, I am a badass too, so I know I will be okay...just finding a safe ground to land... 'coz damn ...I'm so fucking overwhelmed...
Hug me
Ellie



